started of happy... going to sleep overexcited and a bit anxious. why do so many of the people I know quit dancing? Is it just me that keeps looking at them now my first teacher is out of the picture? now my friends have quit? is it the way I see things or is it what they are? wow, now I'm going to sleep amazed at myself...I should have been a philosopher not a dancer!
Hey. At least you're not procrastinating, pygmalion style, aka by eating large quantities of ice cream in bed while watching mindless TV. Very fun. Productive? Not so much. lol.
Better than yesterday. My kitty slept next to me all night, even changing sides to be next to me when I turned over. <3 That is special! He hasn't done that in a long time - I think he knew I needed some love.
Whatever it is, I am sorry to hear about the discouraging parts of it. Not putting words in your mouth, but holidays tend to leave me with similarly mixed feelings. It's not that things are all that different before or after the holiday, but that my expectations (or maybe hopes) are different. *sigh* How am I today? Open to change... I hope.
well...thanks...really it is a couple of things...neither or which at all has to do with this holiday...just a few things over which I don't have much control that are trending downward....it will be fine but it doesn't happen to be pleasant right now...and I don't fare well when it comes to watching things over which I have no control and sending well wishes regarding your situation as well
