So now my grandfather has died, too. Which actually means nothing to me. I don't know him. I've never met him, as far as I remember. And I'm expected to go to the funeral...which I really don't want to do. I barely have enough time to eat, sleep, and study. I'm struggling to get enough hours at work. I do not need hours of being expected to feel sad, being sympathised at by people I don't know, for someone I don't know, and all the stuff that comes along with a funeral. Is is really bad to just miss one? It's not something I want to do. Funerals are not something I enjoy.