This happened to me all the time, I would check my makeup bags multiple times worrying forgot favorite, bronzer, eye-liner, the correct shade of lippie or the eyeshadow matches with my dress. Also would re-confirm hair appointment multiple times, checking comp site multiple times for possible schedule change, etc.
mine panic started over the weekend.... dreams of not being able to find my latin dresses and not making it to the ballroom because of crazy drawn out events...Can feel the anxiety starting in my shoulder blades... Millenium will be my first comp dancing latin, with my new pro, and the first time we will be on a big floor to see how our material works,and to top it all off no one has seen us dance at alll. Been alone practicing for six months. Don't know how he is going to be on the comp floor... He is growing more impatient and I have two new latin dresses that I haven't danced in yet......Been waking up at about 3:00 and can't go back to sleep.
Now, I am getting a cold which is probably stress related... The I don't feel like I can do anything right and I am not ready thoughts are totally making practicing alot harder...sniff sniff and nobody feels sorry for me. sniff sniff
liz...right about now is when i remind myself that if I am going to spend this much money, I owe it to myself to enjoy it...regardless of the incidentals that threaten to ruin it...so while it may not be ideal, it will be good enough
Pre-comp disorder is in full effect and causing anxiety dreams. Last night I dreamed that my husband and I completely forgot we had a lesson scheduled. In the dream our lesson was supposed to be at 2:00; around 4:00 we both looked at the clock, then at each other, and started freaking out.
Weirdly enough, we really did have a lesson scheduled for 2:00 this afternoon but pro contacted us this morning to cancel because he is sick. Which doesn't make me any less anxious... :-(